Like a rolling stoner

I’ve gotten to hate meta-considerations on a blog journal , but this one somewhat conveys relevant information. I mostly dropped the ball on dayvan cowboy the blog journal because the whole idea of dayvan cowboy the book was conceived while manic and not noticing just how overcrowded the entire genre is. I did have the deleuzian angle going for me, but behind the bullshit, surfing the “plane of immanence” applied to my own particular story basically meant “trying to feel really — but really, deeply alive”. Most people don’t realize that to be alive they have to go for the plane of immanence — in a nutshell, constantly redefining themselves in order not to let the identity you constructed get in the way of actually experiencing the real. Whether going for deleuzian lingo and risking getting shot both from the Badiou and the De Landa camps further encumbered the pipedream project of a book I couldn’t manage to consistently write remains an open question.

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Antipsychotics, Bad Idea, Badiou, Bipolar Disorder, Bliss, borderline personality disorder;, Bullshit, Chat Partner, De Landa, Dp, drugs, existential search, Immanence, Intellectualization, internet café attendant, Lingo, mania;, meta, Nutshell, Open Question, pain;, Pax, Prescript, Ritalin, Seroquel, Skateboarding, Stoner, treatment for my actual bipolar disorder, Weird Dreams